Has anybody felt hurt and humilated? i have . and it's all thanks to a time wasting idoit!
let me enlighting you. He was my very best friend, i could talk to him about anything in the world, i could laugh like i've never laughed before. So why did i have to fall in love with him?
maybe, it was because we became so close. it's not like he was my type anyway. i pefere older stronger men who make me laugh- not weedy little shy boys that take time.
we used to chat everyday on msn, about stuff at work or how we were feeling.

He works with me!
of course i should of known then, but he never knew that i was falling for him. in fact he started flirted to with me! if we had an argument we would always make up straight away! even when he got promoted over me.

Becoming my boss.

Nope he didn't change not one bit. but the cracks were beginning to show. someone else came on the scene and we confinded to them then to each other. of course he was stressed but i was always there for him - and he knew it.

What have i done wrong?
then all of a sudden he no longer talks to me like he used to, not make eye contact with me or do stuff that he knows would wind me up. then he'll talk to me like nothing has happend or brush my hand with his.

Love triangle.

how was i supposed to know that he liked another? he said he would never ask anybody out where he worked. but that is exactly what he did. and to my friend.
what has she got that i don't have? she doesn't even like him, so it was no surprise that she said no!

HE MAKES ME SICK!
i've just woken up to realise that he is a user! LYING, SCUMBAG, LITTLE BOY WHO NEEDS TO GROW UP!
IT WAS ME THAT STOOD UP FOR AGAINST THE GIRLIES!
ME WHO LISTEN TO ALL HIS PROBLEMS!
I GAVE UP LOVING HIM AGES AGO PUT I STILL WAS HIS LOYAL FRIEND OR MUG!
WHY DID I HAVE TO PUT EVERY THING IN TO OUR FRIENDSHIP, WHILE HE JUST USES ME?!

DO I WANT TO BE HIS FRIEND?

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

my worst date? yeah he puked up on me! nice/!

ok, i don't really know how to manage this as i'm new - can anyone help?